So hey guys it is another update from your inconsistent lazy friend who makes this crappy blog/anime site. So yeah life has been dumping lots of shit on me and I have not really been able to really get through things all that well. So I am going to complain and pretend that is the reason why life sucks for me and it is not something lie I am just just playing video games or sleeping and just in general doing nothing. Yup that is what I am going to do. So let us go back... what would it be... I do not know 3 weeks whatever to Sakura Con things were going good i had just found a stall that could provide my fat ass shirts and stuff like that and it was much needed. So life was good I always enjoy a good convention with females who at least look like it is not considered pedophilia too look at were prancing around. Especially those who just bought skin tight outfits those were the best. Anyway that was a great time in my life. Then I will fast forward top the shit and let us start off with what happened right after sakura con

So like a lazy person I put off doing my taxes.. I used to think like Ned Flanders and I needed to do them ASAP... but you know excuse a, b, and c and they were not done. So anyway I finally do them with a deadline looming, imagine that, and I learn that tax fraud has been committed in my name. Now ignoring the long term tax ramifications. This sucks because now it means that I get to wait up to 180 days until IP might receive whatever return I am entitled too. Yeah that is going to suck since my previous employment situation was... well weird and tedious at the absolute worst. Which is another thing that I am annoyed at. Well whatever let us move onto that other stuff that I need to talk about which is hwy I brought up employment.

Cycle forward to the next week and I get the wonderful news that I am getting laid off, again. Yay life jut seems to keep sucking wherever I got... well at least they are being nice and saying that I am a good enough employee that if their hands were not tied I would not get laid off..... well I guess I just have to believe them for that. So yeah I lost my job again, but I guess I get severance this time which is really nice... kind of... okay it is pointless, but you know I have to take what I can get and that is not really much so that is going to be the way that things work out. So yeah I am on the job hunt again. It is kind of sad how my new experience has opened so many new doors for me.

and let us finish off with something that is really annoying yes the sh it is not done yet, nope I am going to make sure that I hit everything. Yes that is that my Clarinet which I have had for 20+ years is finally dead. Not that I am surprised given how I have treated it... I mean yeah it is not a surprise but it is still sad... I really liked it;... it needs a good retirement as I would have for anyone.... well whatever....it is sad and I am not sure who I should do with the information as a friend gets more use out of it than me. Well I guess I just need a new clarinet one that I will take care of better... hmmm... I am not one to really care and I guess I just need to accept things.

So yeah it as just been one giant dump after another these past weeks which does not compensate for my laziness, but you know that is just an excuse I can use for the laziness that is jut how I and I need to really stop that shit. At least being a tech person pays off I would be homeless if not for that. I will just have to keep on working and making sure that I can keep n on doing things and that is just how I am and I need to keep on trying and I will not starve or soemthin that is just how I am I need to make updates.