Okay this time I am really going to try and make sure that I am back. I have been uhhh occupied with tedious work and stuff that has been rather stressful to me and well I needed a break from everything. So I am going to make my way back and hopefully something will come of all of this stuff. Anyway, time to vent about stuff that comes a long in my life that is making my life hard.

First let us start off with all the new tech stuff that is coming out. Man that stuff is fun no? All you do is wait a year and all of the sudden my 6 years of experience is worth next to nothing and now I have to find another way to make money. The best part is that anyone and everyone wants you to have 5 years of experience on these new technologies. The technology could have only been out in a stable official release for 2 years but who cares right? Ugh sometimes I wonder why I had to get into this industry, then I remember I hate people.

What happened to the good old days when people were just expected to do their jobs and then go home to their boring lives? I mean really I am getting kind of tired of all of this nonsense. Offices these days or more specifically teams are like cliques. The question is not am I qualified enough to get the job nor is the question can I do the job, it is not even will I succeed. No the main question that will ruin your life these days is "Will you fit in on our team". When did that become something? I really want to know it has been a long time of me wondering why I am failing and it is not because I am not qualified. I am just not personable enough or something stupid like that.

When did having a job become so touchy feely? I mean really maybe I should go back out and do factory work. That would be more fun. Find an assembly line and just do my job. Except those days are gone. Oh well, I guess that I have to live with that kind of stuff it is not like I am going to be around for that any time soon. Still why do I have to care about people at the office? We are all not best friends, I have a job you have a job we all have a job and no one else cares. Ugh no matter, eventually people will get desperate and when they do I will be there.

Anyway, no new website design yet. I am not the coloring type and I hate stealing other peoples work. So I am going to wait on the re skinning. I need to write some actual code and CSS is not code it is lazy artist speak that has nothing to do with anything. Anyway hopefully I will get around to that between teaching myself all the new technologies that I need to learn to hold down an entry-level job.