I think it is the fact of my location more than anything. However, holidays just seem to have lost all their luster. I never quite understood why everyone wants to get together and be a family during these times. It is like we all have our own lives to live all year long. Then all of the sudden everyone wants to be around everyone. I think it might be my family as well. However, I am not really sure. So what holiday did I mock by doing chores? Ah yes the 4th of July.

I think that this holiday is ruined by the idiots in my state more than anything. Yes there was a drought and the state has slowly been burning down over the past 5 or so years. However, that rarely matters. You know until some idiot decides to light a fire cracker and hold it. Know full well that some of those things explode. I think that is what gets me the most. Plus if you have any fun fireworks you get a nice little fine from the county. So why even bother celebrating the holiday? Holidays are supposed to be fun. I think that when you become an adult like me there is no fun on holidays.

After all, I come from a family who is to prude to have fun on holidays. You know instead of doing what normal 20 something kids do on holidays. We have to pretend that we are above everyone else... or something. I blame my mom.. hmmm I wonder if she actually reads this blog... meh whatever I know she knows I think this... right there with my sisters. There was a time when holidays were fun... I think I was young then though... not being able to set fire to stuff really bores me. I think it is also my diet.

Ah yes, that think that everyone in the family has to make you feel guilty about. You come to the family and say "I want to lose weight" They look at you and smile and say "Whatever makes you happy" Then they throw a nice big burger on my plate. >_>... oh well... whatever makes them happy right? It is not like I can have fun at any of these outings.

Nope, you see in order to really have fun I have to be able to drink. Since I have to drive that means I cannot drink. Well that is my personal policy anyway. Meh I got drunk enough over the weekend. It is fun enjoying your weekends alone. Too bad the vacation is over... oh well it was nice while it lasted. I guess I will pray the idiots who I live around keep the fireworks to a minimum tonight.